Due to COVID-19, I have the opportunity to observe my body more than I used to. The fear of getting the virus would make me check myself every time I felt that something is off. These feelings might always be there since before the pandemic  but somehow I am noticing it now. After the while, those paranoias has gone but the habit of observing my body is still there. It's not just about COVID-19 but more like I keep checking my body to notice everything that is going on underneath.

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The artwork I made in unit 1 is all about human body from the outer layer (skin) all the way inside, while in unit 2 it's more like the visual diary of my own body from internal to the outside. I would visualise those back pain or chest pain that happened once in a while into a drawing to document how I feel during the lockdown. I would focus on those pains and feeling underneath the skin and Try to capture those feeling running through my internal organs. Now I started to see more even with my eye closed.

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I also use the size of the artworks to determine how that problem is crucial to me. The bigger the artwork is, the more suffering it is to me.